The Family "Kicker" She's a Lifelong Connection

    In some families they inherit property goods, but in mine, we inherited a spirit. The spirit is female, an older women that would have been my great Aunt Mae. Yes, she is a family member and oddly enough I had never met her in life; however death is a different story.  

   In life, she was my Great Aunt through marriage. She came from my mother's side of the family; she was the sister of a generous man of kind heart. He had married my Great Grandmother Dyson just after she became a widow.  My Great Grandfather had died suddenly of a heart attack just after she became pregnant and just before my Grandfather Dyson was born. Ladies and Gentlemen this was at the turn of 1900 when it was so much more than difficult to be an unwed pregnant women.

   She is called the "kicker" because of how she manifests; it just so happen it was my siblings and I that began to call her the "kicker". She has visited everyone in the family, my mother when she was alive, my sisters have stories of her as do I. She nudges the mattress on your bed until you awake. When she comes she will keep you awake most of the night; nudging and nudging until you wake. Once you have drifted back off, she will nudge the mattress again repeatedly till you have awaken once again. This will lesson over the course of a night depending upon the immensity and intensity of the events that are to occur.

   Last night was a single nudge and it was nice to get sleep since she has had me awake on and off for the better part of two in half weeks now. This is a spirit that always comes when there is changes coming in my life or to those near me. Great Aunt Mae rarely communicates messages and it took me many years to understand that the information she would divulge would change the course of how happenings were to happen. It is because when she visits it is when there is huge things happening in life. She has been an omen of death and disruption in what is happening in life when she is here!

    Whats in a name? the name came from all of use realizing the bed would always be nudged and what came next was the kicker. "It is better to have a pat on your back than a kick in the seat of your pants"

Connection with No Cue?

   Over the years I have tried and practiced a few disciplines of mind to have some personal control over when spirits are received; even with years experience, it is unattainable. Generally, contact is when I am conscious the entire time.
   Since being injured, I have been admittedly keeping bankers hours and it is not as if the livings time frame measurements mean anything to spirits. Sleep is where I try to get some reprieve from spiritual contact. My sleeping patterns have suffered from frequent disruptions for years especially now living in such a haunted city. Funny thing is my dreams are extremely vividly in colorful detail, as if I am truly awake and present.
    In some instances such is not always the case, as in last night. I had gone to sleep early around 10:30 PM. The unusual part was waking about 3 hours later, to overwhelming sadness. This had caused me to sit upright with my legs over the side of the bed as if to get up. When reaching a point which my waking state had caught up, I found myself crying. Sorrowfully weeping in an unidentifiable pool of sadness. In thinking about this, I did not know why, instead it became apparent that calming myself down would benefit my being able to return to sleep. As if someone else had come to wipe my tears, to tell me "calm yourself child"
    This is not how I commonly receive communication, however I am not in the habit of awakening to cry either.