Within is More Vast Than What is Before Your Eyes

   Being able to speak to the dead is a very disruptive thing in the real world. It can be, to the point of causing an adolescent to consider suicide. Growing through ones teenage years are awkward enough without being clairvoyant.  When I was young none spoke of it, there were no television shows, no meet "so & so, medium to the so & so's", it was something my other friends didn't seem to have. I was an outcast looking in, into my inner being for this is where to search when ones is feeling suicidal.
   Please don't misunderstand me, I had friends growing up, but never seem to have what was considered a normal relationship in life that resulted in a husband &/or children,: again much of the pressure felt to measure up to what society seemed to expect again brought dark thoughts of leaving this world. Eventually, my life finds me living in Charleston, S.C. In which all is new again except that it is extremely haunted.
    This is where it gets even more interesting, as if being clairvoyant isn't enough excitement in life. I have now met spirits that tried suicide & were successful in dying by their own hand. As I have gotten while encountering these spirits is how limited their darkness is; not only does the light of spirit elude them, they seem to remain within confines that prohibit them from repent.
    In many religions, in many beliefs the taking of life is sacred. Some even believe that there is empowerment in the taking of life. Some believe life is a gift, to be kept well and cherished often; for the light of life is in us all. This is what speaking to the dead has taught me to care for my spirit, to nurture my spirit in regards to the respect that all living things deserve and to celebrate with joy in my heart for what I have: It is only relevant to the here.
    Once our physical being has meticulously counted our self worth; a change comes in an instant & like a caterpillar in a cocoon, we emerge, & our inner beings embark upon a new journey of life. Some do not do well with change, so they remain and continue as they always have doing whatever it is they were doing in life; in this case the living are a nuisance that is in the way. Some go forth and embrace the change they follow the light created by the many spirits moving along; some have said they need to keep moving, some have told me they went and chose to be there; others get stuck in the quagmire of emotions surrounding something they can not let go of. Suicide spirits are confined by their feelings for themselves only, therefore they do not communicate well because they have now amplified that which drove them to leave all that they love of life.

Clairvoyants, Mediums,& Hauntings There can be a difference

Old Haunted Jail
Charleston, S.C.

   I recently learned an interesting lesson while taking three ladies into the jail. One came out of curiosity,one was em path, and one was able to draw from em path, telepathy, and imagery to receive readings. She is also a person that has worked at mastering the opening of the minds eye to read aided by spirit guide or guides. As someone born with the gift, I had another family member to teach me about the family ability; it is why I do not require a spirit guide to channel.
     The jail is responsible for thousands of deaths itself after being constructed over a paupers field therefore a reader that relies on spirit guides to communicate is asking their spirit to come with them into the structure. An area of overlaying tragedy that has produced thousands of various spirits in a centralized area.
     It was during this short interlude with these women that I contemplated the effect such a place has on someones spirit guide. The women that had the knowledge of our internal being, our spiritual being that which is in the likeness of our maker, who has a spirit or spirit guide or guides to assist in her communication with the other side was finding readings difficult. While several of the spirits will communicate with me, this is why I like to carry a meter or other gadget that can assist me in showing the living what spirits say to me. Those that can read the spirits or living energies or both all have gifts that may vary in regard to the way they are able to give a reading and the accuracy of that reading. In a face to face reading there is no editing, so there is not always joyful tears of happy endings.
    What I can say is spirits are with us all the time, everywhere we are, they are; in some places there are a larger concentrations of them, so it gets called haunted. Even though a place is neither old, nor seemingly haunted on the surface; if the land is haunted, the structure built where the spirit is now is haunted. This same principle is applicable with items, that which is prized as a possession in life can become the familiarity a spirit can not live without, haunted.

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Relating with the Spirits

   Have been working with spirits for over 30 years now and never has one come with me. It seems there is a male from the jail here in Charleston that seems to be fascinated with me. He hitched a ride in my consciousness and though I knew he was there, he never made me feel threatened; nor did he communicate much in words he spoke in feeling, but spirits have no parameters for privacy.
   For many days he remained through all of life's functions, i.e. sleep, eating, bathroom, dressing. Some of which I prefer to do alone so this is what got me to return him from where he came. Funny he is like a lover that can not move out. He just doesn't speak to me much now that I took him back to the jail and cast him out.
    Had to have a most interesting conversation first of its kind in any relationship I have had. Discussed with him about those parameters of privacy of which he seem to think that me being a female he could do with me as he wanted. Now the violation of privacy and constant feeling of judgement looking over my shoulder, I decided to return him to the jail. I explained that though opposites attract; I am of the living and he being of the spirit; was something that no matter how he felt for me the match was impossible and a violation of spiritual well being. We would not know each other if not for working as a ghost guide and working in the jail and mostly me being a clairvoyant.
    Am closing in saying that this is not a relationship with physical elements, there is no sexual aspects. However it is the intimacy of being that he is attracted to. I am company, someone to talk to in an otherwise lonely existence. There are many spirits in the jail and he is aware of them even the ones that were female in life. My living light presents something he says is warm, that it comforts him in the darkness. Backing him off emotionally has lessened his attraction somewhat. Since I work there I don't want our close proximity to cause him emotional harm and I spiritual harm to come. It is to my knowledge a relationship that is forbidden to have fleshly dynamics like that of a relationship between the living.