Have been working with spirits for over 30 years now and never has one come with me. It seems there is a male from the jail here in Charleston that seems to be fascinated with me. He hitched a ride in my consciousness and though I knew he was there, he never made me feel threatened; nor did he communicate much in words he spoke in feeling, but spirits have no parameters for privacy.
For many days he remained through all of life's functions, i.e. sleep, eating, bathroom, dressing. Some of which I prefer to do alone so this is what got me to return him from where he came. Funny he is like a lover that can not move out. He just doesn't speak to me much now that I took him back to the jail and cast him out.
Had to have a most interesting conversation first of its kind in any relationship I have had. Discussed with him about those parameters of privacy of which he seem to think that me being a female he could do with me as he wanted. Now the violation of privacy and constant feeling of judgement looking over my shoulder, I decided to return him to the jail. I explained that though opposites attract; I am of the living and he being of the spirit; was something that no matter how he felt for me the match was impossible and a violation of spiritual well being. We would not know each other if not for working as a ghost guide and working in the jail and mostly me being a clairvoyant.
Am closing in saying that this is not a relationship with physical elements, there is no sexual aspects. However it is the intimacy of being that he is attracted to. I am company, someone to talk to in an otherwise lonely existence. There are many spirits in the jail and he is aware of them even the ones that were female in life. My living light presents something he says is warm, that it comforts him in the darkness. Backing him off emotionally has lessened his attraction somewhat. Since I work there I don't want our close proximity to cause him emotional harm and I spiritual harm to come. It is to my knowledge a relationship that is forbidden to have fleshly dynamics like that of a relationship between the living.
I love reading your Blogs. It seem as though every time I come up to visit your beautiful city we end of missing each other. You truly have a "gift" you opened my eyes many years ago at my first tour of the jail. Now many years later I have had many experiences that have opened my heart to the others that are with us in spirit. If people have not taken a tour with you they are truly missing out on a remarkable experience that will stay with them forever.
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